wires i mo’fo’ blues
A pain has lodged in my jaw. It goes on and off, just like
that. An irradiating dot. Situation: chronic. Half
my face in wires of pain, waves of pain in the gum. Awful hot proximity to the tired and tender brain. O the head’s a soccer ball of blood, heart a
trembling cup. It goes off and on, just like that, the pain. Sometimes it’s best to be quiet. Sadness a toll
booth always open. Get yours, Soul. Hard
to fathom the flesh of the brain. Shut up.
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No one in my mother’s family is still alive. A pain has lodged.
Trembling cup. A ringing in one of my ears, very ōm. Is that the
sound of flesh, somehow, in its core? When
it isn’t otherwise expelling, growling, chirping, saying, sucking?
A dial-tone in my left ear; someone left the phone off.
Trembling cup. Terror a speck, hovering in front of our eyes. There went a bee, just now, with all of my plans.
It matters not, O thirsty people. It
matters not, Coke is It. In matter do you conceive me? God rot. The flesh of the brain, tender and tired. Mother, I can’t find you. mother mother
mother. Sometimes, we have to be quiet to say anything
at all.
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