To Rozanne

 

All afternoon the tropical balloons of aroma rose from my head. I don't usually like to go very much, but today I was more or less at ease, writing poems in my head, reading Dionisio Martínez, and chatting with you more than usual. Neither of us likes to drive on ice, and we both sort of  guzzle expresso. Your oldest girl’s an English whiz. You rotated my chair beneath the hot little lights, but took my glasses thankfully off. All I could see in the mirror was a fuzzy blob in a cape, enveloped in foetid smell and sting, followed by coconut balm and mist of miraculous fruits. When I reminded you where I work, you didn't even say, like most, "oh no, I'd better watch my grammar."

I could give a fuck-all about your grammar, ok, and I feel like a weirdo basically anywhere I go. By the way, it's did, not done, and no e-d, or just e-d minus done or did. But never mind. Do you get sick of all these heads? What's it like to hold them in your hands—empty, buzzing, aching, stoned and would-be wise? You could drown us or stab us, if you wanted. You could make us laughing stocks for weeks. At the very least, you could take a little off an ear. You have no idea the power you done aquired at Joseph's Beauty School in Fargo. Today when you rinsed and conditioned and finally swaddled my head in white, my brain lay down and went so still. Thank you. Thank you.

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

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